This from Newsweek:
My Turn: I Had That Now-Banned Abortion
I needed that now-banned procedure known as ‘partial-birth’ abortion.
Why the Supreme Court’s decision to outlaw it was a dark day for
By Ilene Jaroslaw
Updated: 4:44 p.m. CT April 23, 2007
April 23, 2007 – It was Friday afternoon at nursery school and Simone
just couldn’t wait until Mother’s Day to give me her present-a tote
bag printed with a photo of the two of us. When we got home, Toby
greeted me with the card he’d made for me in kindergarten. We all
looked forward to dad coming home from a business trip. It was the
start of a perfect Mother’s Day weekend. I was 40, and I was
joyfully pregnant. “It’ll be three kids by next Mother’s Day,” I
When Monday came, I called my doctor for the results of my quadruple
screen blood test from the past week, nothing I really sweated
because a CVS test a couple months before had told us that our baby’s
chromosomes were completely normal. This time though, the doctor said
that one of the screening tests concerned him and asked me to go to
the hospital right away.
The ultrasound technician’s silence told David and me that something
was very wrong. The doctor explained that the baby had anencephaly,
a neural tube defect. Large parts of the brain were missing. Babies
who survive birth may live days or weeks or months, but they perceive
nothing, not even a mother’s touch. There was no mistake, and nothing
to be done. I scheduled an abortion. On Wednesday, May 14, 2003, in
the early morning, 17 weeks into the pregnancy, David drove me to the
operating room and I had my abortion. That night we told Toby and
Simone that the baby did not grow all the parts that a baby needs to
live, and had died. We hugged and cried.
On Wednesday, April 18, 2007, the U.S. Supreme Court suggested that
women do not fully comprehend the abortion procedure, and thus may
come to regret it. Not this woman. Four years ago, I asked my
doctor whether the Federal Partial-Birth Abortion Act, which was then
being considered by Congress, would outlaw the dilation and
evacuation procedure he intended to use. Yes, he told me, it would.
Before I became a mother, I’d had two uterine fibroid surgeries that
weakened the walls of my uterus. After the second surgery, my
obstetrician-gynecologist advised that my children would have to be
delivered weeks before my due date by cesarean section to minimize
the risk of uterine rupture. Toby was born by early cesarean in
1997, and Simone in 1999 also by early cesarean. Before my abortion,
my surgeon knew that my uterus had undergone four prior surgeries,
and he also knew that I ached for a third child. I pleaded with him
not to do anything in the operating room that could possibly
compromise my ability to have another child. My surgeon promised me
he would do everything he could to preserve my fertility, and he kept
his word. I am forever grateful. And one day my 2 ?-year-old
daughter will be too.
My health and future fertility depended on the best available medical
care, which in this case meant that I needed the intact dilation and
evacuation procedure, or “partial-birth abortion” to use the
non-medical, ideological term. This wrongly politicized, legitimate
and standard medical procedure results in the removal of the fetus
with the least probing and instrumentation, greatly reducing the risk
to the woman of bleeding, infection and uterine rupture, all of which
may lead to infertility.
Last Wednesday was a dark day for women, and for the men in their
lives who care about the health, autonomy, freedom and equality of
women in 21st-century America. The high court took a giant step
backward when it upheld the federal abortion ban, sweeping aside
decades of its own constitutional precedent protecting women’s
health, in favor of ideology.
The Supreme Court decision means that judges and lawmakers may now
dictate to doctors what they can and cannot do in the operating room.
It means that surgeons who want to do what’s best for their patients
do so now at the risk of criminal prosecution. And it means that
thousands of women will undergo second-best procedures carrying
greater risk; many will face dire health consequences, as well as the
loss of future fertility. We are now in a country where judges and
lawmakers are allowed to tell doctors how best to care for their
patients. This cannot stand.
For my daughters Naomi and Simone, for my son Toby’s future wife, and
for all girls and women in the United States, today the hard work of
repealing the federal abortion ban must begin.
Ilene Jaroslaw is a lawyer in New York.